Moments like these.

And I want to have more of them.

Hey, we ARE cool SMART kids =D

SO today we went to MV to celebrate SANDRA DARLING punye birthday, but we had to go pick up YuenKaye from bangsar village.

Got GPS, so I was certain we wouldn't get lost.

TADA WE DID.

SCREW GPS WE TOOK A HUGE BLOODY U-TURN BACK TO MV AND LOOK AT SIGNBOARD. But I so stupid I keep missing the U-TURN so I want to kill myself already ahhh sense of direction MASSIVE FAIL.

SO we got it right in the end. So thank god! Is still alive and alive =D

Went to pasta zanmai ate chill told lame jokes (wtf enough lame jokes already can) and thenn went home.

Went to ze's house.

Took a mat.

Put in on her grass.

Lie, and chill.

And it was awesome.

It was a moment, where you wish where time would just slow down or even better, stop still. Wish you could just savour every minute. But I kept thinking that one day, we would all have to leave and we couldn't be hanging out like that anymore. That one day we would all be too busy with our OWN lifestyles and we'll start procrastinating, like 'OH I'LL CALL (DUNNO WHO DUNNO WHO) TOMORROW and we'll start updating each other' and we wont be doing that anymore.

So guys, we must never ever be like that okay. Even though we are far far awayyyyy. We will always have.. FACEBOOK. Hahaha.

MOMENTS LIKE THESE. i waited for a lifetime.. for that one special kiss.

Beautiful.

It's not exactly a beautiful day today. But everyday should be beautiful. Everyday should be spent appreciating the beautiful things around you. Everyday should be spent telling your family you love them. Telling your friends you love them. Telling your other half that you love him/her.

Why the sad face?

Why so depressed?

Chill. Relax. Everything's temporary. At least, the feelings are temporary.

Yes, I know you will never ever feel the same as I do about you. That doesn't mean I can't continue being your friend. That doesn't mean I have to stop talking to you. That doesn't mean you have to stop talking to me. It can just be the same. Things can just not change. A feeling is just a feeling. That doesn't mean I can't be supportive. Doesn't mean that I have to be selfish.

I could be blinded.

Feelings are temporary. If you're feeling down, sad, I guess in a few moments you'll feel good. Put on a cd on the radio, listen to the songs and the lyrics that flows right through you. Let them emotions run free, cry till you're done and you're satisfied. It's just a feeling it'll pass.

But you have to realise that when you're sad, you're not always going to be sad. Or when you're confused, you're not always going to be confused. You have to be strong. You have to bear it all. You have to stand up, and don't let it bother you no more.

If you're not sure of what you want in life anymore, don't beat yourself up about it. Just because your long term goals are long term, and you're too impatient doesn't mean you have to lose your confidence and slack. Look at the short term goals work your way through. You'll get there someday I know you will.

Don't get sad if you don't have a dream. I'm sure you'll find one, just maybe not now maybe not today but I'm sure you will. Take a deep breath and breathe someday maybe you'll find that dream.

Life is beautiful don't get upset. There's always a positive side to the negative side like how there is a yin to the yang. When you're sad depressed upset you should take a moment, and reflect. Think of how lucky you are to have met such friends who have accepted you just the way you are.

Ranting helps, please don't bubble your thoughts and emotions inside. Later become like volcano, all erupt then you die (mati lo).

Please don't feel sad. Please don't get upset. Life's too short.

OMGGG. Now I should really go study.

In the shower.

I have the blog to urge (wait what? it's after 12 guys don't scold me) everytime or mostly the time I am in the shower.

I have views.

I have opinions.

I have ideas.

But when I'm showering only I get them. It's not fair.

How?

Should I take my laptop with me to the shower?

That would be impractical right.. I don't think my laptop's water resistant.

So lucky for me, I do remember one idea that I incepted into myself during showering.

Acceptance. But I do not wish to blog further about this topic.

Dang mannnn I wish I could remember what I wanted to blog about.

It is August.

A new month has come. Before I tell you things that will be happening this month (cos i'm psychic like that) I shall tell you things that happened last month.

Last month, someone tried to break into my car when I was in college. They may have wanted to steal the radio, or steal the car, or probably steal me. I dunno. I has no idea. But.

BEFORE I realised that someone had actually tried to break into my car, I thought Jinrui the super BIONIC woman had pulled it out. You see, I was in my car already then I heard Jinrui trying to open the door and then PLUNK! Saw her face. Thought "ohh noooo." Got out of car to see car door handle on the floor. Laughed. And laughed. Saw empty car door handle. Laugh again. and again. So guys the next time your best friend pulled out your car door handle, just stand over there and laugh okay? It feels totally gooooood.

So anyway. Someone tried to unlock my car. Or they were stealing the lock. SCARY. I must be more extra careful next time already.

So what else happened last month? Attended first Malaysian Studies lecture.
Surprised Kitmun on her birthday with a cake.
Was eating a banana, when Rowena came took picture and exclaimed, "A BANANA EATING A BANANA!"
Jinrui, you're really unlucky wei! Still want chicken wings somemore.
Realised that I really love warm showers on a cold morning.
Acceptance, I appreaciated it.
Had first college test.
Got stuck in a really long jam alone.
Green Club.

And I realised that I always have the urge and inspiration to blog at the most inappropriate times, such as taking a shower OR shitting in the toilet it's so annoying!

And so forth! The things that will be happening this month!

*baca next post to find out lorrr =D*

It's JULY!

And if things didn't happen this way, I would be enrolling into Sunway University College, but I'm not.

I'm currently studying in TARC. Doing A levels Science. Taking further maths, maths, physics and economics combination. College life right now is hell. I am behind in homework, further maths has managed to screw my brain, and further maths has managed to screw my brain. My friends in TARC are good, though I wish we would get closer so it'll be really fun then. Driving there is hell. Heck, TARC sounds really hellish, right?

But it's awesome too. For starters I have my awesome mates with me there. My friends, we're getting closer and it's easy to study there because I'm the stupid one there whereas the rest are smartasses like super duper smart. And recently I've started crushing again and I realised that this is the first time such a crush is happening.

And I'm sorry it's July. I mean, I wanted to like blog once every month? It shouldn't be that hard kan! So since I missed out on June, I should blog twice during July =D

And I just got back from watching football in mamak with mates. It was awesome GERMANY WON and KLOSE SCORED TWICE! And it was awesome =D shouting and screaming alongside random strangers whenever an attempt on goal was made. High 5-ing with everybody else when Germany scored!

I have exam on Monday, I haven't even touched homework, I haven't properly studied for my exam, AND I have to drive to Talent Time night tomorrow (after losing rock to ze's paper, seriously, in real life my rock would trash your paper anytime ze) then I have to drive to school again on Monday. Life is awesome like that =D

I don't remember the last time my blog had pictures in it.

Or the last time I blogged.

Or the last time anyone read my blog.

Even I don't read my blog, it's too depressing to look at. For me larh. Like you know, seeing your blog dead. So might as well not look at it larh kan?

So it's been about 6 months since SPM ended and therefore 6 months since I last used me brain to think. I has spends me day rotting rotting so much veli, me english hash (brownies) gone mad. For those of you asking what am I doing since I not yet start college lar, not yet get a job lar (which I dowan)and not yet wash backside lar wash armpit hair lar. I have been rotting. Which consisted of..

Sleeping at 3am every night.
Waking up at 12pm everyday.
Watch tv/play computer until 9pm.
Take dog out for walk until 10pm.
Shower. Wash backside. Sleep at 3am.

Yeah lo the days don't matter anymore no more FEEL GOOD FRIDAY or MONDAY BLUES because everiday is the same to me lo.

So at first I enjoyed this rotting. Eh who wouldn't?? Sleeping at 3, getting the TV and computer most of the time, no need to use brain to think, no homework. But then I got bored of rotting. I didn't even know one can get bored of rotting.

So now I know you all people asking, what I doing now huh instead of rotting? Because you know, I am Chee Yern, I am the AWESOME, if I say I'm bored of rotting I sure go do something about it!

Yeah well people. YOU'RE RIGHT! Not. Heck. I has become so lazy thanks to 6 months of rotting that I am so lazy to not rot right now. So yeah I'm still rotting.

And if you guys are wondering what am I going to do for college. III DUNNNNNNO YETTT. This is because, I hasn't yet enrolled in any college yet, so kan later I tell you guys I go this place then suddenly I change then my you guys go like "HUH BUT YOU SAY YOU GO THIS PLACE MAR NOT MEH." then I dunno how to answer you guys lo.

Omg I feel so lame writing this post.

Let's go find a SHITTY TEMPLATE! HAHA.

Like ze said, my blogger template looks so girly, so flowery so sweet so cute so this so that. But my link's cy-blogs-shit.blogspot.com. It's not right. I should have a blogger template themed of shit then only matching.

Therefore, I shall go find a shitty template.